This Saturday I lost a dear friend… someone whom was a confidant… someone who listened and never judged… someone who I really cared about. I know this friend had many health problems and take comfort in the fact that they are no longer suffering and held down by the challenges their body placed on them.
But that does not lessen their loss… it really sank in last night at work when I usually get a call from her. I work third shift and usually between 3-5am she would call me when nature woke her up and say… “I’m awake are you?”
It really sinks in when you look at your cellphone’s history and see where she called you all last week… and the calls just stop. If I were to delete her phone number from my dialing directory it would remove all her history… I just don’t have the heart to do it… and I don’t know if I ever will.
I will miss you Carol